I’m just going to start keeping to myself. Can’t depend on anyone anymore.

Vent…..

I call them my best friends, but they make me feel like I’m not important. I keep expecting so much from them. But isn’t that what I’m suppose to do? I mean I should feel loved other than feeling like they just come to me when they are bored, right? I just want to be happy with them and spend all the good times with them. But I’m not feeling happy. I’m feeling lonely.

Sad one day, happy another. WTF?!

It sucks when you have so many friends you can talk to, but you still can’t vent to them.

That’s why I run to Tumblr.

It sucks to be pushed away from the one that you want to be near most.

It’s Tuesday and I want to get faded.

Disappointment can really kill a nigga. A nigga, meaning me.

Finals week. No giving up. Planning to take this week on feeling snappy.

I hate being sensitive.

Vent…..

They say why are you sad all the time? I don’t want to tell them why. All I feel like they need to know is, someone made me sad. I don’t intentionally become sad all the time for no reason. My feelings are just more exposed because someone got within my guard and punched me in the heart. FML. FYL. Just fuck it. =..=

So sad….I think too negative towards myself.

I’m not the jealous type until you doing something stupid to get me jealous.

Trust….

I know I can trust my friends. To know that the things I tell them will be between us. Well, that’s what I think….

………….

Really annoyed.

It’s Sunday and I’m sad.